Posted in Prosperity, tagged men on April 30, 2008 | 3 Comments »
So now I have male friends. Their names are Barry and Sal. I think they’ll last longer than tonight, because they’re out of sight. I’m excited: I’ve been needing dude friends ever since I got here.
I don’t have any pictures of them, so I’ll just throw in pictures of other men:
That’s [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on April 28, 2008 | 6 Comments »
It helps that I had a couple of very satisfying conversations with people I like, and that I can count on having another one before today is through. Life is so full of ups and downs. It’s like a rollercoaster, but where you have to eat and go to the bathroom, then die eventually. Not [...]
Posted in Prosperity on April 28, 2008 | 1 Comment »
When I was younger I played a lot of computer games, because I found it was best to distract myself with things like that as long as the rest of the actual world was going to consistently make it clear it did not exactly care much for me or want me to be a part [...]
Posted in What Condition My Condition Is In on April 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I hate to sound dramatic, but something doesn’t feel quite right and I can’t figure out what it is.
Okay, now I know what it is. It’s that I’ve just spent the last four days in an increasing state of exhaustion, and I’ve been working nonstop since Tuesday on things that are mostly not in the [...]
Posted in Components of my life, tagged components on April 22, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Lately, these honey roasted sesame sticks have constituted one important piece in the puzzle that is my daily life. It’s a small puzzle, but the sticks make it delicious.
I’ve always loved sesame sticks, but for years I lived in a town where the only sticks were garlic, plain, or cheddar cheese. I ate [...]
Posted in What Condition My Condition Is In on April 22, 2008 | 1 Comment »
That’s my reflection, in a trash can, in the unisex restroom of my favorite bakery. I had on a green shirt.
I’ve been having nightmares. In one, I had to dig a spoon into the ground, and hold it there, to try to hold back a gigantic underground machine that was pushing into the [...]
Posted in What Condition My Condition Is In, tagged school on April 20, 2008 | 3 Comments »
It’s hard to write a seminar paper. When I do it I feel like I’m pinned to my chair, or tied down, and every nerve in my body would rather I go for a walk, or lay down for a while, or stuff my face with sesame sticks, or have enough coffee that I get [...]
Posted in No need to let the neighbors run my life on April 19, 2008 | 1 Comment »
It’s time to write some seminar papers. Where’s ma diet pills at?
But before I do that, I want to ask a rhetorical question: Why is it that every time I come home, and every time I open the door to leave home, there’s a car idling in my driveway full of what look [...]
Posted in No need to let the neighbors run my life, tagged neighbors on April 18, 2008 | 1 Comment »
As I was washing dishes five minutes ago, I was compelled to kill a cockroach in my sink. I’m not that messy, so I’m also compelled to assume that the cockroach was attracted to the house because of my neighbor, who is not only messy but is himself a mess. He listens to [...]
Posted in What Condition My Condition Is In on April 16, 2008 | 3 Comments »
I went out for a walk tonight, and thought of all the people whose existence has made my life harder.
I can’t even express how glad I am that the weather is better and I can be outside. I can thaw! I can wander around and think about random shit, like things that make me sad, [...]
